Today is Saturday, January 29, 2011. It has also been over 24 hours since I last signed on to facebook. It has not been easy. As a matter of fact, I am highly anxious for Monday to arrive so that I can reunite with facebook and friends.
So here is what I did today without facebook. I slept an hour longer. I was able to listen to class lectures online. I even arrived to work on time. Now, to improvise and satisfy my e-communication craving and instant gratification need, I signed on to my blog a couple of times, re-read and edited a couple of my posts. I admit that my writings always need tweaking, but that’s because our human mind is always processing and always feeling the need to reform one’s work. Well, at least that’s how my mind works. But, honestly, in this instance, it was actually more about filling a void than it was about perfecting blog posts. It was about me getting my “fix” and wanting to be connected with a network of people. This is not good. I think. Or maybe I’m just bored because I’m at work.
The main question that I need to ask of myself is, where is God in all this? I will get back to you with an answer, shortly.
a journey in existence 